bleah

getting my ass whooped in training. damn i suck.
aft training went seoul garden to eat. i finally learnt how to make a good scrambled egg. i think i'll avoid this place for awhile though. super ex and i dont really like to work for my food esp aft trng.

not doin work again. hais. how how how how
where is my motivation
i've lost all motivation
got to find my motivation

back from travellin

just got back from kl yesterday. talk about a tiring trip man, we went shopping EVERY SINGLE DAY. my legs were dying. i dont regret going but it could have been alot more fun if it me n bob werent the only guys.

got conned into going to macritchie for training when there actually wasnt. hais. owell good chance to condition myself before i go back to trng and die.

singapore is so crowded. the weather sucks. i wanna go japan again.

(@#*(%

fuck fuck fuck

FUCK

JUST FUCK IT

today was. argh i dunno how to say. felt very depressed and extremely happy at times.
see it was like this

play tennis - whee
told off by parents - boo
go to suntec alone - boo
meet gr n yien on e way - whee
continue e rest of e way alone - boo
collect pay! - whee
calculate wrong so go all e way back up again - boo
collect increased pay! - whee
come home alone - boo
fix bloody printer - boo
go for guitar - whee
%$#@ing printer still wont work - boo
prisonbreak - whee
sleep - whee
trng - BOO