depressed

never felt so suicidal before.
cant get over it.

high on infinity

went to falloutboy concert!
with sis n cous so practically i was alone. what a loser. dunno why i didnt want to ask anyone along.. regret now. cant get high when im alone. my ears and feet hurt now. at first v sian waited like 30 mins for the openers. some local bands i think. got saw loser. mostly just noisy not very nice. could see that ppl werent interested in them. then aft they fin.. wait another 30 mins for falloutboy. damn sian sia. but once they come out.. whoo everybody go wild. got bunch of ex-sji ppl going crazy and like ppl were shunning them lol. some engmohs pretty irritating too. anw the band was really good. but aft awhile everything sounds abit muffled to me and my feet hurt from being stomped on ,then start getting sian. den hear those catchy songs get high again. feel the beat pulsing thru ur body lol. sweaty ppl just pushing here and there. the moshpit was crazy la got ppl shoving almost fighting. overall q fun i guess. dunno why i talk so singlish one. tired la my head hurts night.