Change

After SDBA this march we will be moving to macritchie reservoir to train. After hating the kallang river for so many years (well actually 3 only), im kinda reluctant to leave. for one, there will be no place nearby to go to eat after training. no more giant waves, irritating police patrol boats, the dog, pretty wakeboarding ladies, floating bodies of drowned cats and rats,the extreme stink during low tide, and helloo turtles. which is, in a way, better.
i dun like it that im resistant to change. i keep worrying that later in life ill become an outdated ahkong that i constantly mock now. how do you change how your body naturally reacts to something?

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i have entered 2005 without making a noise here. this blog feels rather neglected. to me blogging has become a sort of chore.
anyway.. .the o levels are here...well, in 10 months or so. can feel the pressure already. and i wonder why i study at all. because i dont know how to make use of the knowledge ive gained in real life. for example, maths. y do u have to learn how to find the gradient of a point on a curve? even if u ever needed to, computers can solve it without u having to even think.
ok maybe that wasnt such a good example but right now im unsure about my future of what i wanna be. ive never been a decisive guy. time to start training to be one.