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i have entered 2005 without making a noise here. this blog feels rather neglected. to me blogging has become a sort of chore.
anyway.. .the o levels are here...well, in 10 months or so. can feel the pressure already. and i wonder why i study at all. because i dont know how to make use of the knowledge ive gained in real life. for example, maths. y do u have to learn how to find the gradient of a point on a curve? even if u ever needed to, computers can solve it without u having to even think.
ok maybe that wasnt such a good example but right now im unsure about my future of what i wanna be. ive never been a decisive guy. time to start training to be one.