revival

cool havent blogged in a year.
so much has happened since then. was reading this yesterday. so interesting to see how much i've changed. and this is about that. to remind me of this time next time. hopefully i can be a more active blogger heh.
dad got an imac few days ago. its so cool. especially the keyboard hahah. so nice to press. whee. getting high typing crap.
hmm hmm what should i say
training these few days was crap. just totally exhausted after each one leaving me unable to do anything productive for the rest of the day. today seemed slack.. but i still feel whacked.
heh been wondering why im still in canoeing for awhile. getting doubts about staying in it. i'm weak, can't run fast and paddle like a snail. i seriously have lost all form of interest in it. only the pride of being a DSA student keeping me going at times. hais. i'm so undisciplined and lacking in will power. urgh gettin negative here.
okay should stop it.
just watched an episode of kogepan. its hilarious. though he's in such a sad sad situation thru no fault of his own.. i think if i were him i'd commit bread suicide long ago rather than spend my days moping and getting drunk on milk. in a way, a lesson for life?